Why I do what I do.

“The more I discover and document about myself, the more I discover about others.”

The most simple explanation of why I do what I do is; Through sharing my ideas about self development and growth I develop and grow even more through my documenting of said ideas. I used to write my ideas down for just myself and I still do keep some things to myself, because I only want to share the information that has been put under questioning first:

1. Is it of value to others?
2. Have I truly had experience with that subject?
3. Is the information presented in the most helpful way?

I also make films and the number one reason I make films is to share or delve into a question or idea and visualise it. I also love creating characters, an emotionally driven story and worlds around that story and characters. Its all awesome stuff, but put simply once again; I just want to share and express and if that helps at least one person that is enough. Through my sharing and expression I hopefully help and connect with others.

It used to be because I wanted the approval of others and hope through me forcing out content I would have that invisible thing I desired. Well, that was bullshit and I know some of you are still seeking this magical approval fix on a daily and its hindering your ability and potential. I know this because I still do this, I still want approval sometimes, but the key is that I catch myself doing it. I am aware of my tendency to do this and that is where the real change starts; awareness.

You've heard it so many times before; “To overcome an addiction you must acknowledge that you have one.” Overcoming any addiction starts with first the awareness and acceptance that you have it and then you hit it with a 'no backing down' choice to overcome it, no matter what. You don't give yourself an alternative because you know that you will be better off without it.

I don't know how a post about why I do what I do turned into one about addiction, but I guess they are connected; “I do this, whatever this is, because it makes me feel awesome in the long run – far more awesome than any quick fix of pleasure can.”

#LIVELONGANDTHRIVE